God has always stood by my side and never has he let me down. I know that we can't see him but his presence is felt. One thing I've learned in life is not to depend on anybody but him. People will disappoint you every chance you give them to. We put faith in people only to be let down an then we're hurt for half our life. Acknowledge God in all his ways and of all thy getting, get an understanding. I left my problems and cares on him because nobody would help me and my children and God alone made a way out of no way to see me through my trials and I thank him for that everyday. If you are seeking help, seek God first and he will direct your path and others that he sent to help you.
I recently took a view of my life and here's what I found. I moved out on my own at 19 years old, got pregnant with my first son soon after, I was always able to maintain all the years of my life. I took care of my home, my son, and my business. I did so well when I was by myself and all it took was the mistake of who I chose to marry and that decision ruined my life. What is the lesson in that? I've heard the saying "I can do bad by myself" and it is so true. However, I always did good, better even when it was just me. I will not let this happen again when I do get on my feet (And I believe that I will). I'm new on here but it feels good just to vent and have people read about some of the turmoil other folks go through in everyday life. I do hope some good heart can help.
I am still holding on although it's tough, I know that God has still been good to me and my children. I am a 34 year old, now separated mother of two boys. My husband left us on October 22, 2011 and my kids and I were evicted from our home December 20, 2011. We have bounced from place to place since then and I can get no rest until I find a home for my children and I. they have missed several days of school because it's been a task driving from one place to the other and still having gas to get them to school. I have tried out churches, Salvation Army, trying to borrow, and still no relief or help is out there for me. I almost want to give up but for my boys I must show strength. I need help. Is there any willing and able soul out there who can help us?
